As
a rule, I do not like springtime. Too much changes too quickly,
and it always leaves me feeling hot and dirty, caught wearing my
winter coat on the day when the temperature makes a surprise rally
above the 60 degree mark. I don't even like spring holidays. Easter
is so troubling; trying to think my way through the resurrection
always gets me down. And Saint Patrick's Day in Boston tends to
be filthy holiday when all the smells of winter suddenly rise from
the city streets in the heat of the first thaw, and combine with
the nauseating smell of too many drunken students to disastrous
effect.
What
I do love about springtime are bulbs. My first real experience with
them came when I was eleven years old and my family took a trip
to Washington D.C. for Easter Week. Up until that point, my notion
of spring flowers was limited to my enjoyment of "sourgrass,"
a yellow flowering weed that crops up after the January rain in
San Diego. I used to like to eat it, and it was an adequate substitute
for daisies if one wanted to make flower necklaces.
As lovely
as the San Diego spring was, though, it was wholly different from
the experience that met us in Washington. By miraculous chance,
we arrived in the city on the day that the cherry blossom trees
burst into full blossom; the stunning pepto-bismol pink seemed almost
shockingly irreverent, a mocking tide that lapped at the ankles
of the city's monuments and parks. (On a return visit to D.C. last
year I arrived just in time for the 14-year cycle Cicadae breeding
season, and was astonished by the swarms of large, red-eyed bugs
that flew dumbly into our nations' great architecture. I can only
think that there is a lesson in my D.C. visits about Nature's regard
for the modern nation-state.)
As amazing
as the cherry-blossoms were, though, they could not compare to my
first experience of bulbs. They seemed to be planted everywhere
that year; on the streets in planters, around the houses, in pots
in restaurants. On Easter Sunday, we skipped church and went instead
to an open air market, where the flower vendors' buckets overflowed
with tulip blossoms still furled into delicate points. Though this
was one of my first experiences with a big east coast city, I also
remember it as one of my most profound experiences with nature.
I was so impressed by the joy people seemed to have in the end of
winter and the beginning of spring, and I liked the way that city
people, who lived in narrow houses squished wall-to-wall and room-to-room
took such care to plant these beautiful flowers.
Now
that I count myself among their number I'm glad to be able to plant
some bulbs myself. The yearly resurrection of flowers is a consolation
in a world that seems often to change at otherwise unmanageable
pace. |